There You Are...

Its like finding a lost friend. We have been as close as two people can be, and yet at the same time far away. Everything has been do, do, do, busy, busy, busy. Lost in that shuffle was what brought us together in the first place, the comfort of having a friend with whom we can truly share every thought that crosses our souls, be it our dreams, our fears, our worries, or our loves.

Sometimes I think people just need that spark. For us, it is so often the setting that leads to that comfort and openness. Whether it is the porch, a blue couch or a shady tree (real or figuarative), I live for those moments of sharing our inner selves.

When I saw your email this morning, it looked great. You have this unique ability to look at life through the eyes of a child. It is one of your greatest assests when it comes to teaching. I have no doubt the party will be a success, and yes, I saw more than just hints of a lesson plan and of teaching in the outline you gave.

One of the things I miss most in our relationship is getting to encourage you in your dreams. I always see that potential in you, and when I see that spark in you that is one of your great ideas, I'd like to think that oftentimes I help to see that idea come to fruition. Recently however, we have found our selves in a bit of a routine, perhaps a rut even. I hope that this writing will be a reminder to us of what it is that we love about each other and what it is that we can achieve together.

I hope that your new job will be another opportunity for you to improve yourself and take on new challenges. I know it has been some time since you have taken on a new job, but I think this will be good for you. I know that the truly big challenges lie ahead, and look forward to them for you, whatever you decide them to be. Whether it be college, the next step in our family, or an entirely new path for you, I look forward to be your support in the endeavors you take on. For it is in these exciting things that you take on, that my eyes are opened up to new and beautiful sights and experiences.

Having gone on and on with all this talk of new experiences, I cannot forget about the most important thing to me right now, that its nice to be back in a familiar place, under our shady tree.